The same thing again

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 The same thing again.

The same thing all over again.


I tried to stay calm while my heart raced,

Stared at the ceiling as eyes teared.

I stood a prey while my fears chased,

Lost my way as the end neared.

The same thing again.

The same thing all over again.


I let it go while I should have held,

I held on while I should have not.

Voices were loud while I compelled,

Should have given in and leapt about.

The same thing again.

The same thing all over again.


I made myself numb while I should have felt,

thought I was strong with my boundaries set.

Regretted every time I tried to vent.

Cared too much and now, it’s hard to forget...

The same thing again.

The same thing all over again                   

 

 

 

 

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