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Isn’t it strange? There are billions of people on this earth
and you feel like you have got nobody to walk along?
Isn’t it strange that it’s a Fact that no one else can truly
understand what you are going through but still, you expect them to console as
if they understand you?
Stuff going on in your head is not simply a rollercoaster of
thoughts. Its much more than that and this rollercoaster doesn’t seem to come
to a halt. Why?
You can’t expect another person to understand your situation
unless that person is you yourself. Its no one’s responsibility to understand
you.
All you see happening inside your head is real but just
seems unreal for the world outside. How could it be told to them that this is
not unreal?
I don’t understand what to do and how to react. All I know
is there is a question wandering in my head- “are you sure you aren’t, ok?”
whereas the actual question is meant to be, “are you sure you are, ok?” I
myself deny the fact that its ok to accept the harsh reality.
All we do to express ourself to others is not always
intended to share the thoughts or to gain sympathy. Sometimes this may also be
because we are trying to explain ourself all this but need a 3rd
person to look over that you are putting it in a right way because you could
never put it this Way to yourself.
Isn’t it funny? No one gets where we exactly are but still
behave as if they know our future and keep assuring you that it is all goanna
be ok soon? Should I laugh with pity or just take it in? cuz this is actually
making me feel better even though my heart knows its useless to take this
statement in?
It feels like a deserted island where ppl see you from the
other end and simply ask you to swim up to them. Even though you know it does
not seem possible you try and try. We are always told stories where, trying a
number of times, you eventually succeed but why haven’t anyone thought of the
flip side and made alternatives about what to do if your plan doesn’t work out?
Sometimes, we know very well that we are trapped in hell but
at a point of time, we understand the reality and the thought that scares the
most is, what if this never ends and what if I find peace In this very hell?
Because we were not taught to find peace in hell.
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