The same thing again
The same thing again. The same thing all over again. I tried to stay calm while my heart raced, Stared at the ceiling as eyes teared. I stood a prey while my fears chased, Lost my way as the end neared. The same thing again. The same thing all over again. I let it go while I should have held, I held on while I should have not. Voices were loud while I compelled, Should have given in and leapt about. The same thing again. The same thing all over again. I made myself numb while I should have felt, thought I was strong with my boundaries set. Regretted every time I tried to vent. Cared too much and now, it’s hard to forget... The same thing again. The same thing all over again